dead of the night

shhh! it is the dead of the night!!

my internal clock is busted because i'vebeen stayin up so late. tomorrow i have my first tennis clinic. i'm kinda worried. ive actually played a lot of tennis, so i know all the rules. i got a great racquet today (with whats called an abrisasion grip??), a can of tennis balls (though they have them there -- these are jsut for me to practice and learn 'hot dogs', white shorts, white shirts, and special shoes that have a white bottom. why all teh white? i mean, the ball is basically yellow, so shouldn't the costumes be a color that yellow shows up on, like orange or brown?

damon is snoring. that dog is a moron. i hate animals that are 'domesticed" because they are out of there natural state, so they aren't 'real.' i prefer to see animals in the wild. today i saw a rat in the subway -- GET THIS -- EATING SUBWAY. someone had thrown down a 1/3 of a subway sandwich. it was called irony.

in my all white outfit, i look like an angel. O:°)

do you know how if you watch somethbing gagian and again you see deeper and deeper? ive now watched knocked up every night for 2 months. i'm only skipping 3 nights (and not because of the bar mitzvah --- i have it playing on my itouch). i have the whole thing memorized. it is actually a really deep movie -- the more i see it, the more i can undersstand. like -- its a movie about maturation. its about realizeing when yo uhave to step up and be a man (and its genius because they make that awful experience HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!). so it is suttle and like take a new look at gettin someone pregnant. 

i think if i were in ben stone's place, i wouldl do exactly the same. i would never get an abortion. 

its nice that its a political movie and shows that. i know that they may have done it because otherwise there would be no movie. like -- she's pregantn, let's go get rid of the baby, movies over in the first few minutes. they probably could have strung it out, like --

Ben: "I got her pregant."

Jay: "Oh no, man!"

Jonah, "Get the abortion".

Ben, "i'm not sure. maybe i'll go off in the woods and think about it."

so he could have like a self disvoery and then, at the end, decide it is best to make her do it. i'm not sure. sort of like what we were reading at the end of the year -- WALDEN POND by henry david longfellow mixed a little with HATCHET.

OH MY GOOD!!! THERE IS SOMEONE IN THE HALL OF OUR BUILDLING POUNDING ON OUR DOOR AT 2 AM!~!!!! OH SHITT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. I HAV ETO GO GET MOM. I'LL POST WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I